He’s hunched over on the side of the house now
He lies and tells me it’s the music it’s just too loud
“God I hate your self destructive style”
And you think it makes you worthwhile with
Those hopeless moments when your trust just turns into doubt
And you get high off of your sadness as you check out
Then sink down with the words you swallow
But your eyes burn light to follow
So I hope that we get tired of this act
Burying the point in the collapse
I storm out and swear I’ll fade to black
But you call me and I come right back
I kick the habit with the leaves up into the air
Throw my shades on and I tell myself I do not care
Smile often to fight these heavy thoughts
Sentences I wish I forgot
I’ve got this critic that I’m dying to appease, though
With thoughts acidic, yea, it kills me but you don’t know
Cause I would not let you under my skin
Yea, but who was I trying to kid
With these umbrellas embedded into my eyes
It’s raining on my Side of Paradise
Make sure you’re grounded when the wind blows
Or drop the act and just let go
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